Our upbringing in the Detroit area spanned the distance of separation and the passion of longing. Our community has been undergoing a ceaseless nascency of consecutive, turbulent waves of immigration from Arab countries, stemming directly from the ongoing political strife that continues to grip those societies there, and consequently the community here, in a merciless state of social, historical and psychological crisis. We also grew up to navigate the ultra-complex social and economic systems and counter-systems that define the American landscape and its rapid, turbulent history. Thus is our experience, wrought with the tumultuous defining and redefining of identity and belonging, struggling against injustice and exclusion, reaching for truth, and envisioning an ideal that still writhes in mid-transformation.
The world rushes past us, screeching like a duststorm at the heels of a devastating horde; we stand in our spaces, attempting to withstand the gusts of power, violence and intimidation; we clutch at the memories of ourselves and our origins, protecting them from the tormenting currents that coil around us; each of us admonished, enduring the terror of the storm. The air feels historic, but in a dreadful, brutal way.
My artistic explorations range from personal-emotional portraits that dig beyond the skin to manifest the disjointed map of the self, to attempts at re-creating the lost memory of a misplaced homeland, to portrayals of a double consciousness that struggles between here and there, searching for purpose in the mainstream culture here and salvaging deteriorating life connections there. In exploring our innermost voices, struggling with the mysteries of memory and loss is inevitable. Reflections of forsaken homes that are no longer familiar, of a more primordial land, are initially psychological revelations that are intangible and not formed, and so the exploration of these images is an exploration of that which is elusive and pliable. |